One of the things I find most awesome about art is seeing how so many people with different capacities find ways to make art.
I likely have aphantasia, and whilst I call myself an artist, there are times where I see a particular shape or form within the world and think “damn, that’s beautiful”. I find myself taking a mental note of it, because whilst I don’t make art, I do enjoy making clothes. Aphantasia does make it hard to take those experiences and make cool stuff out of them, because without a mental image to work from, it may take me many attempts to correctly mark out the shape, where my only guiding sense is whether a particular attempt looks right though. It hasn’t stopped me from making things I’m truly proud of though, and a key thing that drives me to keep creating is that sense of fulfillment I get from taking something beautiful from the world and reusing it in a manner that allows me to share that slice of wonder with other people.
I feel like I’ve only been half decent at that in recent years though; before that, I tended to focus on the more technical aspects of the craft, but that doesn’t mean it wasn’t creative. I made a chainmail hauberk for myself once, because the base technique didn’t seem hard and it seemed like it would be fun (turns out the hard part is sticking with it long enough to make a whole item). Part of my quest was that I knew that wearing a sturdy belt over a chainmail hauberk is essential for the weight to be properly distributed, and I thought it might be cool to use an underbust corset in place of a belt. The creative part of that required little, if any, visual imagination — I mostly just enjoyed the juxtaposition of the traditionally masculine armour with the femininity of the corset.
Beyond my own personal experiences, I’ve been awed by seeing so many examples of creative people working with what limitations they have, and honing their skills in whatever way they can. A close friend has such poor vision that they legally count as blind, but their paintings have such incredible colours — they have a beautiful diffuseness to them, which is apparently how they see the world. Seeing their art makes me feel closer to them. Unfortunately, they’ve recently suffered injury to their hands, so they can’t paint like they used to — so they have found new ways to paint that don’t rely on their hands so much. And there’s even more examples of this kind of persistence if we consider music to be art too.
I don’t really give a fuck about art — not really. I care about the people who make it. I get that it’s frustrating to try something creative when your skill can’t match up to your figurative creative vision, but that’s also a problem that even experienced artists struggle with. If you made something that required little to no skill, but it was something that you had cared about, then that’s enough to make me care. That might sound silly given that you’re just a random person on the internet to me, but that’s precisely why I care; art makes me feel connected to people I’ve never even met.
People who make the point that you’re making are often people who have within them the desire to make art, but they feel that it’s inaccessible to them. I know, because I was one of them (years before AI hit the zeitgeist). I realise that this may not apply to you, and you might be speaking in a more general sense, but if it does, then I would hope that you would someday feel able to give things a go. I think it’d be a shame if someone with a desire to create never got the chance to see where that could go. I’m not saying “maybe you could start a career as an artist”, because even highly proficient artists often struggle to make a career out of art that doesn’t kill their soul (most working artists I know use their paid work to support work that’s more artistically fulfilling to them). Just know that if you make things that you care about, there will always be people who will care about what you make.
I say this as someone who has just written out a veritable essay full of care in reply to someone I’m probably never going to speak about. And hey, if you’ve gotten this far, then that is surely evidence towards my point about how making stuff you care about causes people to care about what you’ve made — either that, or you’ve jumped to the bottom in search of a TL;DR. Regardless, people like me care so much about art because human connection helps us to survive this pretty grim world, and art is our most reliable way of doing that. I’d love to have you here with us, if you’d like to be.
One of the things I find most awesome about art is seeing how so many people with different capacities find ways to make art.
I likely have aphantasia, and whilst I call myself an artist, there are times where I see a particular shape or form within the world and think “damn, that’s beautiful”. I find myself taking a mental note of it, because whilst I don’t make art, I do enjoy making clothes. Aphantasia does make it hard to take those experiences and make cool stuff out of them, because without a mental image to work from, it may take me many attempts to correctly mark out the shape, where my only guiding sense is whether a particular attempt looks right though. It hasn’t stopped me from making things I’m truly proud of though, and a key thing that drives me to keep creating is that sense of fulfillment I get from taking something beautiful from the world and reusing it in a manner that allows me to share that slice of wonder with other people.
I feel like I’ve only been half decent at that in recent years though; before that, I tended to focus on the more technical aspects of the craft, but that doesn’t mean it wasn’t creative. I made a chainmail hauberk for myself once, because the base technique didn’t seem hard and it seemed like it would be fun (turns out the hard part is sticking with it long enough to make a whole item). Part of my quest was that I knew that wearing a sturdy belt over a chainmail hauberk is essential for the weight to be properly distributed, and I thought it might be cool to use an underbust corset in place of a belt. The creative part of that required little, if any, visual imagination — I mostly just enjoyed the juxtaposition of the traditionally masculine armour with the femininity of the corset.
Beyond my own personal experiences, I’ve been awed by seeing so many examples of creative people working with what limitations they have, and honing their skills in whatever way they can. A close friend has such poor vision that they legally count as blind, but their paintings have such incredible colours — they have a beautiful diffuseness to them, which is apparently how they see the world. Seeing their art makes me feel closer to them. Unfortunately, they’ve recently suffered injury to their hands, so they can’t paint like they used to — so they have found new ways to paint that don’t rely on their hands so much. And there’s even more examples of this kind of persistence if we consider music to be art too.
I don’t really give a fuck about art — not really. I care about the people who make it. I get that it’s frustrating to try something creative when your skill can’t match up to your figurative creative vision, but that’s also a problem that even experienced artists struggle with. If you made something that required little to no skill, but it was something that you had cared about, then that’s enough to make me care. That might sound silly given that you’re just a random person on the internet to me, but that’s precisely why I care; art makes me feel connected to people I’ve never even met.
People who make the point that you’re making are often people who have within them the desire to make art, but they feel that it’s inaccessible to them. I know, because I was one of them (years before AI hit the zeitgeist). I realise that this may not apply to you, and you might be speaking in a more general sense, but if it does, then I would hope that you would someday feel able to give things a go. I think it’d be a shame if someone with a desire to create never got the chance to see where that could go. I’m not saying “maybe you could start a career as an artist”, because even highly proficient artists often struggle to make a career out of art that doesn’t kill their soul (most working artists I know use their paid work to support work that’s more artistically fulfilling to them). Just know that if you make things that you care about, there will always be people who will care about what you make.
I say this as someone who has just written out a veritable essay full of care in reply to someone I’m probably never going to speak about. And hey, if you’ve gotten this far, then that is surely evidence towards my point about how making stuff you care about causes people to care about what you’ve made — either that, or you’ve jumped to the bottom in search of a TL;DR. Regardless, people like me care so much about art because human connection helps us to survive this pretty grim world, and art is our most reliable way of doing that. I’d love to have you here with us, if you’d like to be.