I feel that too. I don’t think that there’s something wrong with you. There’s something wrong with society. Nobody does things best the same way, and society has a heavy preference for a specific way of doing things.
I agree, but I recognize that not all of my struggle comes from society. Some basic things, like having to eat, are way too demanding for me. It’s complicated to talk about this online, because everyone will try to identify themselves somehow, but some of my experiences will differ too much from how people manage to live and do stuff. a couple of years ago, I tried living by my own, and ended up being hospitalized, because I wasn’t taking care of myself. Sometimes, I spend 2 of 3 days barely eating anything, because there was no more food and I had to do groceries. I would skip many meals often, because preparing things took so much from me. My hygiene got poor, because I didn’t manage to clean stuff so often. When I had to work, The day was lost, and I barely could do something else for the day. I ended up being retired for medical reasons (it’s hard to explain this to people from other countries, but I live from government benefits since then. Might look like a good thing, but it took a heavy psychological toll on me, because I wanted to do something, have a career of some sort). I ended having to move back to living with my mom, and that feels really shameful, while I also lost the minimal freedom I acquired,
I feel that too. I don’t think that there’s something wrong with you. There’s something wrong with society. Nobody does things best the same way, and society has a heavy preference for a specific way of doing things.
I agree, but I recognize that not all of my struggle comes from society. Some basic things, like having to eat, are way too demanding for me. It’s complicated to talk about this online, because everyone will try to identify themselves somehow, but some of my experiences will differ too much from how people manage to live and do stuff. a couple of years ago, I tried living by my own, and ended up being hospitalized, because I wasn’t taking care of myself. Sometimes, I spend 2 of 3 days barely eating anything, because there was no more food and I had to do groceries. I would skip many meals often, because preparing things took so much from me. My hygiene got poor, because I didn’t manage to clean stuff so often. When I had to work, The day was lost, and I barely could do something else for the day. I ended up being retired for medical reasons (it’s hard to explain this to people from other countries, but I live from government benefits since then. Might look like a good thing, but it took a heavy psychological toll on me, because I wanted to do something, have a career of some sort). I ended having to move back to living with my mom, and that feels really shameful, while I also lost the minimal freedom I acquired,
Sorry for writing too much,