This doesn’t answer your question, but if you have an idea of what you want, or who you want to be, do those things. I’m closer to living the life I want to live because I asked myself “who do I want to be? And what does that person do?” and then I worked on doing those things. I have a ways to go, but I’m who I want to be.

Creep by Radiohead

Jellyfish tattoos, actually! 😂

Hawaiian bread, leftover turkey (heated), and cranberry salad

Xanga, re-invented

Man in the moon

I made it a personal rule that if I have a $5, it goes to whoever asks. I don’t seek people out, but if it’s asked, and I have that five dollar bill with me, it’s theirs.

What do you use? Our shop has a Tajima T-MAR

Well have a nap. THEN FIRE ZE MISSILES.

Peanut butter and pickles

I believe you mean “nigh.” Unless you are a horse on the internet.

The “zoomies” I get post-run

Not sure how to link to other subs, but this looks like it begins in Accidental Renaissance

CBT can definitely feel that way but maybe if you view it as a way to explore the feelings and thoughts you have an examine if you really believe they’re true, that might help? Like… Not everything you think is true. But it makes you feel some kinda way. So sometimes pulling it out and examining in and looking for a new direction to take some thoughts can be really helpful.

Going to the gym to swim then sit in the sauna on cold winter evenings.

The cognitive dissonance is also the point…